Its not good.
We are never united. There must be something ruining everything. No understanding, No tolerance. Is this the reason why we are living like this? We are like traveler, from here to there. Without a place to settle. And I start to dislike it.
The horror is back. The horror of financial problems. Whenever they are in bad mood, I take that as a signal for financial probs. This is the way I interpret it. I am very afraid of no money.
And I should stop watching movies or books fighting for woman's right. It weakens me. Those are jerks. They are. How many victims are there outside? Treat us fairly. We do have hands and legs and we can support ourselves.
Is it because we grew up? That this is how it had been since forever, but only now we have the ability to understand? In my memory, my life had been great till I am eighteen, and then it ended after one of those usual night. Since then, unstable is the word to describe. "Life before eighteen is caused by parents, life after eighteen is own responsibilities." Is that true? If it is, I am in this deep shit because the way I think is wrong. Is it so?
I am twenty, and I see thirty coming. I start to afraid, that this ten years will pass in a blink; to look back and find it is blank. Sometimes I do ask, why ain't I born in a better place. But that is nonsense right? I can't be reborn to other place and no where is perfect. Imperfect is perfect. My believe. Now, I don't doubt it, but I forget about it.
Will all this get better and never ever repeat again?
a better place does not make any changes. i believe in the more u get, the more sacrifice u haf to give.
i think everyone thinks that i'm born in a good one. NO FINANCIAL PROBS. when it comes, the hole is so big that i thought i digged it and is continuing digging. and there'll be so many holes that u'll nvr know which one to cover.
we'll jz grow anyway, into how and what we wanna be.
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