it was ironical enough for me now. i always wonder by how one can be that selfish or say did i inherited her selfishness. it was shocking to have that answer and it did succeed on shutting my blardy mouth. aren't you the one that should be trying your best to spend more time with us together, trying to give him the best childhood you ever can? do you realize that he is unhappy? do you realize that he is just a kid. he is innocent after all isn't it?
and that is the reason i don't want to live with you. i am tired of all this and i want some space for myself. once i thought it was because i am influenced but now i understand that it wasn't, it was just me that is trying to run away from you and i am tired of you. i always love you, but you took them for granted.
i wish there is more that i can do, but the fact is i am incapable. please, do it for him. he is not a 20 year old like us that have the ability to think, he is just 15.
*huggsssss*
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