Try hard, and harder. Die hard, and harder.

this is what I do.
I like it but I don't pronounce it. When others got it, I am angry about it.
Just like my temper, I will never say it when I was disgust.
Who knows I was then?

Life is like a joke to me.

There are quite a few of my classmates that are applying to NTU.
will i get it? There are thousands and millions of application sent to them yearly,
who am I among them?