Gravitational force

I hate to found myself fell into some depression every time I am free for a few hours.
Hate myself to keep on thinking and knowing what I want and what I shall throw away.
I tried hard to keep myself busy just because I am running away.
I admitted.










damn cun larh saya.
kini saya sudah boleh express myself menggunakan b.m.
all this I got to say thanks to mastika which used to be what I read most during my early teenage years.
mum should have got me english books or mandarin books that time.
I read, but its malay majalah.
and that also belong to the kakak which worked with my mum.
Damn remember the mastika which tell all those horror stories.

went dobi on wednesday and that malay woman working there praised me for my great-spoken malay.
jarang ada cina yang boleh cakap bm lagi.
and all I did is just tell her my number clearly.
altho' I can speak malay but TOO BAD what I usually do is purposely speak English to them
Only after I am sure that they can't understand English I am using malay.
No special reason is just that I prefer english although its Manglish more than Malay.

Even yih lih knows what she should ask from his boyfriend.
she said this..
he got to be good looking, smart, nice, can dance, can treat her well.
This girl is so honest weiii!!
She told me all this.
LOL

TEENAGE TODAY IS MUCH SMARTER THAN WE WERE.