black and white

I would be a workaholic and I wanna be one.
I need cash, money to support myself.
nonsense for money is unimportant.
hell! now I know how much it meant to me, at least,
To support my wants, I got to do this.



I am changing into someone which even myself not knowing.

I got that api membara feel in my heart,
its like burning me, forcing me to move forward.
I am not staying here.

I know if I continue with this,
I might gain something which I want,
but as well lose something which I love.
Give and Take.
Let the Fate decide I should have and shouldn't.

Its just life, for longest 80 years.
That's all what all this are.
Nothing else more...